Нежности больше чем в той шоколадке с лиловой коровой
Em D
В твоей спальне солнца всегда было чуточку больше, чем в Африке.
C G
Нежности больше, чем в той шоколадке с лиловой коровой.
Am Em
Я закрываю глаза и стою на твоем пороге:
C H
«Ну здравствуй. ну здравствуй. «
Your hands are covered with caresses, as if covered with glaze
with love baker gingerbread.
you are children’s fairy tales.
you are the expectation of a holiday in plastic crowns.
this is all I remember. this is all that I will keep about you in my memory.
I’m sorry that you will not have anything left of me,
except, dislocations of the psyche, sixteen scars on drunk in that stupid game,
When you’re singing and stabbing the table with a knife in distances
between the fingers. I catch on myself your loving gaze
and immediately miss. Do not look at me. answer, why are you looking like that?
Why do you wound me so?
we go to the emergency room to pull out the knife
stuck in my larynx.
and I fall into the abyss. I will not forgive you,
I lived like an asshole, I lived like the last bastard under the battle of these keys,
under the influence of a dose, lying under strangers.
and, you know,
I liked it all.
only good things remain in your memory.
clean, like arrivals,
white as your sheets,
like milk,
like your skin and the smell of lemon muffins.
like the picture where you’re laughing
buried in my shoulder,
and this laughter is doomed,
which is about to collapse.
because you give all the best,
because you leave me the best.
not asking for anything in return.